I'm so tired of feeling like shit.. -_- Really..

And WHY AM I LISTENING TO RICKY MARTIN?! *attacks her fucked up music player*

....*cough* Anyways.

All last week I was sick as hell, to the point I lost 5 days of work.. I could hardly move.. let alone eat. I've lost about 8 pounds just from being sick alone.. When I went to the doctor for it, they put me on meds for anxiety/panic attacks.. Grreeeaaaattt....

I don't panic that bad, do I?

Well.. After I finally got better to the point of being able to go back to work, I found out during my 4 year evaluation that a newbie fucktard just got the supervisor position...

WTF?

I've only been at that company busting my ass for FOUR MOTHER FUCKING YEARS, AND I ONLY GET A QUARTER RAISE?! WHILE SHE GETS BUMPED UP FROM $6.50 TO $9.75 BY SITTING ON HER ASS AND YAKING ON THE PHONE?!

.....This is just fucking dumb. Seriously. The only thing this new supervisor does is sit in the back office, yap on the phone and rarely show up on the sales floor to do a return or whatever.. And it's pretty sad when my friend Leah notices her actions when I've for once kept my mouth shut until now. I really hope my boss realizes the mistake she made.

And to think, I busted my ass for my diploma cause I was promised a promotion.. THAT alone makes me feel like complete and total shit, and now it feels like getting my diploma wasn't worth it at all. I mean fuck, no one else pays attention to that damned piece of paper.

Why can't anyone take younger people seriously? I'm already putting in over 60 in hours at my job THIS WEEK alone, because I need the money..

Gah, I'm rambling.. Sorry...

The whole point I'm trying to get across is that I'm tired of being depressed and feeling bad, it's getting to be too much. I want to talk to someone about my problems, but all anyone will do is just blow me off and tell me to stop bitching and whining.

But hey, I guess that's all I'm good for, eh?

To the few people (If there's even any of you out there) that give a damn... Thanks.. I love you for your kindness, it's rare these days.

For the others.. Just go away...

Anyways... I need to get some sleep.. I have to meet up with Amanda at frickin' Noon =_= She knows just how to get me out of bed early...

She offered free food.

...Damn her =_=;

I'm gonna try to get some more pictures of Salem, Indiana while I'm with her too. That place amuses me o.o;.

Anyways, night people, comment on my journal if you want o.o Whatever floats your boat.